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February 3rd, 2006
12:25 am - It's that time...
I wish I could carry emotions in my pocket that way I could feel how I wanted to all the time. Believe me right now I would so much rather feel happy instead of feeling like I want to crawl into a little hole.
Current Mood:  nauseated
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January 14th, 2006
04:43 am - Gloomy beginnings
Disappointment is the word today. I have so many things that I am already disappointed about and it has only been 13 days into the new year. Here's to hoping the next 352 days are better than this. Why can't people just tell me the truth? I hate feeling this bitter. Things can only get better from here on out.
Current Mood:  infuriated
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December 20th, 2005
03:09 am - Sometimes I wonder why I even try
So much work!! Let's see I worked Sat night 5-close, last night 3-close and tonight 5-close. It gets even better, for three more nights this week I get to close too! Ugghh, I really extermly dislike it. I am drowning my sorrows in half price lattes and chocolate chip cookies. I miss real people - the people in Barnes and Noble are very stuck up or just don't care about life besides getting high. I don't know, but right now, I just have no motivation to get to know them. Real friends please rescue me! Otherwise, I love being home, I just want to see some people besides my family. Boo, disappointment stinks.
Current Mood:  lonely
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December 8th, 2005
02:37 pm - Stolen from gratiae
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last month I set ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.1) trisha00agent's puppy on fire (-66 points). In April I farted in an elevator (-6 points). Last Wednesday I pulled over and changed woogliegooglie's flat tire (15 points). Last Thursday I punched equichica in the arm (-10 points). Last Monday I broke italy86's X-Box (-12 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-79 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!
Sincerely,
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Current Mood:  drained
Current Music: Girlfriend, Daniel Bedingfield
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November 27th, 2005
11:44 pm - And it begins...
The holidays have started, I guess, and I am back at school doing stupid finals. I was so happy to go home and see everyone! Plus I got a kick ass pair of sunglasses that I can wear when it snows outside. Yay! Also, Sarah, I know that I left your party early and you have tons of stuff left but when I get home for Christmas I will totally help you finish it. Oh, and I will also go and get you your birthday present from Lover's Package. Promise. The only thing I wish I had done over break was go into Seattle but I will be back soon. Plus right before I left I heard on the news that the monorail collided with itself. Crazy! As that is my primary source of transportation in the city, I would probably be screwed right now. I think this might signal the end of the monorail. Boo, it is really useful if you don't like to take the bus. These next couple of weeks are going to be fun - especially because of all the finals and stuff I have to do. If I weren't in such a good mood, maybe I could have gotten some work done today. Oh well, I don't really care right now, procrastination is great.
Current Mood:  happy
Current Music: You and me, Lifehouse
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October 30th, 2005
07:43 pm - Happy Halloween!!
In an attempt to avoid writting 5-10 more pages of my midterm due tomorrow I am updating. This weekend was really awesome, especially last night. I carved a pumpkin on Friday night for the first time in a long time. It was great, especially the pumpkin fight that followed. Just for the record, I have bruises on my wrists. Saturday was a ton of fun. I wore the red whore dress I have (remember Trisha - that party where you wore it?) and went as a devil. I also had a sweet ass red wig and a red sparkly cape. Although I might have looked more like a porn star then a devil, I thought my costume was great. Then we had a huge party at the suite, most of which I can remember. I would have to say one of my favorite parts was when Brendan showed up dressed as Jack Sparrow, complete with the eyeliner. It made me think of our sexy rockets we made in high school for physics. Damn sexy eyeliner. However, I drank too much and was sick. That was bad, but it was only for like an hour and then I was fine. I am not drinking that much again, at least I am pretty sure I won't. The thanksgiving party might be my downfall. Speaking of which, I am so excited - it will be amazing. I also really wanted to go dancing last night but didn't - drunkness and high heels don't mix well with me. I will have to do that this next weekend. Party!
There is something I really need to do and am dreading it. Usually what I do is put it off and then at the last minute I will forget about it and then it won't matter anymore. But I can't keep doing that, because this thing is so important to me. I know it makes this weird that I'm not actually writing what it is, but I am not going to. If you really want to know, and it really doesn't matter, just ask me. Hah, it is kind of like this midterm, except that I actually have to finish this midterm. Blah.
Current Mood:  devious
Current Music: My Doorbell, White Stripes
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October 18th, 2005
08:48 pm
I have been shaking all over for like the past two and a half hours and I can't stop. It is not because I am cold. More hair then usual fell out in the shower today and my face is breaking out like crazy. Let me just say, I fucking hate stress. I really didn't need four papers and a quiz in the next week. Hopefully, my mom comming will help me go back to my normal state of mind. Also, I am sorry if I am bitchier then usual over the next couple of days, right now I just feel like I can't handle everything that is going on. Anybody have any tips for dealing with stress? I can't bake here because there is no space and I have no time... So far the only thing that has worked is the song peaches by the Presidents. Millions of peaches, peaches for free, millions of peaches peaches for me...I love it.
Current Mood:  stressed
Current Music: I'll Cover You (reprise) from Rent
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October 4th, 2005
12:34 am
I am really disappointed about something that I really shouldn't be. It makes me angry at myself, and at the same time the disappointment still won't go away. What I am disappointed about is so completly ridiculous I am not even going to write it here. Although, I am wasting all this space writting about nothing. This whole mood is completly ridiculous! And it won't stop... What I really need right now is a Hannah hug. That would make everything better. Oh well, sleep might help too.
Current Mood: disappointed
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September 21st, 2005
11:59 pm - AHHH!
What is it with creepy guys this week?? I mean it is only Wednesday and already twice I have been attacked. Why? So tonight I was sitting innocently at my computer, hoping someone would im me and wow someone does! However, I have no idea who this person is and they obviously know me. We decide to play a guessing game that goes somewhat like this (and yes, my screen name used to be Rainbowgirl1400 and yes, I still use it sometimes):
Rainbowgirl1400: Who are you?
Pneuma001: I should make you guess
Rainbowgirl1400: you really shouldnt, that is cruel
Pneuma001: I'll even tell you if you're close.
Rainbowgirl1400: nooo, please just tell me
Pneuma001: Alright.
Rainbowgirl1400: so you are...
Pneuma001: Do I have to tell you today?
Rainbowgirl1400: yes, right now
Pneuma001: wow, demanding.
Pneuma001: How about I give you clues and you guess.
Rainbowgirl1400: okay
Pneuma001: I like coffee and books.
Rainbowgirl1400: hmmm
Pneuma001: But I like the cute girl who makes the coffee more.
Rainbowgirl1400: PATRICK
Yes, Patrick, who I thought was never ever going to talk to me again. We talked about such delightful topics as how much he misses me, how he wishes he doesnt have nipple hair, and yes, my favorite, how cute I still am. I also love how in our conversation he offered me a nickel for my x chromosome. Yeah, this was the highlight of my night. I even drove him to drink a little peppermint schnapps. Wow. The saddest thing is though, I kind of enjoyed talking to him. Maybe, it is because he flirts shamelessly with me and gives me tons of compliments. At the same time however, the constant I want you, but not really thing is really annoying. I mean really, does he honestly think I still like him? That would be ridiculous.
Current Mood:  pensive
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August 4th, 2005
11:27 pm - My birthday!
Yay! Today was so wonderful. I woke up at 8:30 and it was so beautiful knowing I could sleep for as long as I want and it wouldn't matter at all. That was definetly my favorite birthday gift. Anyways, now I am 19 I can do all sorts of cool stuff like drink in Canada, and that is about it. I can also take pictures with my new digital camera. Any bets on how long I can keep it before losing it? Did a lot of fun stuff last night with my friends and did even more fun stuff with my family to celebrate today. It has been good to be so happy. Thanks to everyone who sent their birthday wishes!!! It was what really made today great. Also, I can't wait to show off my awesome new bag, made by the one and only Mariko, at Hobart. Designer hand bag, pearl bitches watch out - my bag is way cooler than yours! Soon, when Sarah tells me how to put pictures in a post, I will post a picture of it taken with my camera. Night night all, I do have to work tomorrow, and no, sorry, I am not taking any picutres of myself dressed as a christmas present.
Current Mood:  loved
Current Music: Moulin Rouge Soundtrack
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